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Why I make a great friend, but a pretty shitty lover... You'd never believe me unless I told the whole world I could follow you to its end, one way or another But at some point you'll ask why I never take the lead I could sing a million love songs in your dedication So that they ring from every headphone on a bus Then you'd wonder about the words I chose, their application Why I talk about you and I and never us Separately together, desperately a part of something we don't understand You and I were meant to be friends Then things just got out of hand I'm too selfish to give myself away And trust that you'll accept the gift What would I do with you if you stay? Will this define my life or be short and swift? What if I suck at kissing will you share your lips then? And you realize I need to be held more than a man can admit I need you to sit with me to untangle the mess of a mind of the kind I imagine Would that be okay? Or would you regret me? Curse the lucky stars and moon who missed your prayers on a cloudy night. You might Then where would I go, who would I be? Nowhere and nothing, anywhere and anything, Of all the things I could do, one of them can't be you. Why? Because it will die. I won't let you be a heartbreaker Or a killer of love, that murderous glove doesn't fit you I can't set aside all my issues, I need them to write And I need to write to deal with my issues, that is my dilemma Baggage is stuffed full of artistic merit I'm trying to unpack some credit I should never say never Maybe we're supposed to happen Looking back at all these questions I think I'm just scared or whatever It is that keeps me alone My mind is riddled with too many ifs I'm too insecure to fall all the way in love And think you even saw me jump off the cliff Let alone fall with me to the end. Which makes me a shitty lover, and maybe not even a great friend #poetry #poetsofinstagram #long #overdue #life #love #friends #doubts #stargazing #deepthoughts #introspection #venator

Why I make a great friend, but a pretty shitty lover... You'd never believe me unless I told the whole world
I could follow you to its end, one way or another
But at some point you'll ask why I never take the lead

I could sing a million love songs in your dedication
So that they ring from every headphone on a bus
Then you'd wonder about the words I chose, their application
Why I talk about you and I and never us

Separately together, desperately a part of something we don't understand
You and I were meant to be friends
Then things just got out of hand
I'm too selfish to give myself away
And trust that you'll accept the gift
What would I do with you if you stay? 
Will this define my life or be short and swift?
What if I suck at kissing will you share your lips then?

And you realize I need to be held more than a man can admit
I need you to sit with me to untangle the mess of a mind of the kind I imagine
Would that be okay? 
Or would you regret me? 
Curse the lucky stars and moon who missed your prayers on a cloudy night.

You might 
Then where would I go, who would I be?
Nowhere and nothing, anywhere and anything, 
Of all the things I could do, one of them can't be you.
Why? Because it will die.
I won't let you be a heartbreaker 
Or a killer of love, that murderous glove doesn't fit you

I can't set aside all my issues, I need them to write
And I need to write to deal with my issues, that is my dilemma
Baggage is stuffed full of artistic merit
I'm trying to unpack some credit
I should never say never
Maybe we're supposed to happen
Looking back at all these questions I think I'm just scared or whatever

It is that keeps me alone
My mind is riddled with too many ifs
I'm too insecure to fall all the way in love
And think you even saw me jump off the cliff

Let alone fall with me to the end.
Which makes me a shitty lover, and maybe not even a great friend

#poetry #poetsofinstagram #long  #overdue #life #love #friends #doubts #stargazing #deepthoughts #introspection #venator

Why I make a great friend, but a pretty shitty lover... You'd never believe me unless I told the whole world I could follow you to its end, one way or another But at some point you'll ask why I never take the lead I could sing a million love songs in your dedication So that they ring from every headphone on a bus Then you'd wonder about the words I chose, their application Why I talk about you and I and never us Separately together, desperately a part of something we don't understand You and I were meant to be friends Then things just got out of hand I'm too selfish to give myself away And trust that you'll accept the gift What would I do with you if you stay? Will this define my life or be short and swift? What if I suck at kissing will you share your lips then? And you realize I need to be held more than a man can admit I need you to sit with me to untangle the mess of a mind of the kind I imagine Would that be okay? Or would you regret me? Curse the lucky stars and moon who missed your prayers on a cloudy night. You might Then where would I go, who would I be? Nowhere and nothing, anywhere and anything, Of all the things I could do, one of them can't be you. Why? Because it will die. I won't let you be a heartbreaker Or a killer of love, that murderous glove doesn't fit you I can't set aside all my issues, I need them to write And I need to write to deal with my issues, that is my dilemma Baggage is stuffed full of artistic merit I'm trying to unpack some credit I should never say never Maybe we're supposed to happen Looking back at all these questions I think I'm just scared or whatever It is that keeps me alone My mind is riddled with too many ifs I'm too insecure to fall all the way in love And think you even saw me jump off the cliff Let alone fall with me to the end. Which makes me a shitty lover, and maybe not even a great friend #poetry #poetsofinstagram #long #overdue #life #love #friends #doubts #stargazing #deepthoughts #introspection #venator

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Even on my days off can still rock out a banging ice/silver blond
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Still pregnant, guys! What does a girl have to do to get this baby out? I mean, I feel like I've done pretty much everything, including someone's suggestion to walk down the street with one foot on the curb and one on the street 

What does this horse have to do with anything? Nothing, except I'm supposed to keep my stress levels down. And anyone who is past their due date knows that the constant inundation of curious friends and family can be a bit much. 
This 40-week thing (+2 days) is a cruel joke.
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Sweet relief :') Side note before i rant about my ex- im so paranoid im being watched and followed :///
I start at my new school tmrw!! Sad happy excited and terrified.

Finally decided my ex (who i broke up with last dec bc i was too ill and yet i still reaaaaaally liked for months after like up until last month) is a complete scumbucket. So recently i stupidly did pics with him despite having talked hours before about how he likes a girl, f, who he has fucked and wanted to know if it would work out before he could 'consider me again'. During pics and the lead up he lead me on soooo much etc. Then when he and f failed he immediately talked to me and was like so it didnt work out... As if to suggest he just liked me and i spilled my guts to him etc and he semi reciprocated then the next morning he was like ye just want to check i didnt lead you on etc i feel bad. A couple nights ago he said he watched a really cute film which made him miss 'us' and i got a little aggressive and was demanding why and more. I told him that i really liked him i just want him to like me back. He fell asleep before reading that and i sent a few more messages saying i have just been expelled and all that. Today he says oh sorry i fell asleep after reading all my heartfelt messages. I was annoyed he didnt reply to the being expelled part like he clearly didnt care about my wellbeing so i mentioned it again he just goes yeah u said. Knob. So insensitive. He has always been so selfish and only talks about himself unless i push a convo about me. He has treated me like shit the last month and used me knowing i liked him. I feel manipulate and angry. Im going to block him now so i never make the mistake of talking to him again and so he cant occasionally message me saying he misses us cus it really fu king fucks with me. 
BPD ABANDONMENT driving me crazy i want to cling to him but no im cutting him off

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These are my precious children. Now if only the one is who is camping out inside of me would come out to meet us. This is the longest I have ever been pregnant... #overdue #comeoutcomeout #somuchfalselabor
Life's good 

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Enjoying the days while we wait 塔



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