NOELLE POV: i can't do this. Ive barely known this kid and already he knows how to drive me crazy. I sit back down next to him on the couch and we play more games for a while. At one point I see him staring at me with a smile on his face and I can't help but smile to myself. After an hour or so, Hunter and Shawn get up to leave. "Bye Noelle!" Hunter says, going outside. "I'll see you in the car, buddy." He says to Shawn. "Bye shawn!" I say, turning to walk into the kitchen. As I'm walking away, he pulls me back towards him.
Im standing so close to him I can't even breathe. He looks at me for a moment before saying in a husky voice "I really liked hanging out with you." Then he turns and walks away, leaving me speechless.
Today was fun, and i like hanging out with Noelle. But I can tell she's trying to resist me. "Dude, what the hell is up with you today?" Hunter asks when we get in my car. "I get you think she's hot or whatever but you're acting odd. You've never had true feelings for a girl, and you know she's young. Don't fuck with this poor girls heart. You know Carter will kill you." I can't help it, I turn and yell, "hunter, fuck off. You don't know anything about what i want to do. And you can't talk to me about being with girls. So keep your mouth shut, okay?" He looks a little offended. He and I have been best friends for years, and we never fight. "Look, buddy, im sorry." I tell him, sighing. "It's just tough. I don't know what I want. And I guarantee Carter is going to tell her some bullshit lie about me to keep her away. And I actually want to get to know her better. Not every girl I see is one im planning to screw with." -------------------------more in comments!! This one kind of sucks I'm sorry
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